Tuesday, September 09, 2003 

I have been spending my time reading lately and putting everything else aside and making myself do it. Everything from Rushdoony, Van Til, historical documents, and the word of God. It has been such a blessing. I no longer have a social life but then again I didn't have much of one before this :) (I am not missing out on much anyway.)

I find myself growing very tired of the time that is wasted in our day-to-day lives and the more I consume my thoughts in things that truely matter the more distant the useless thoughts and actions become to me. Those things which have true value to them become that much more vital to my everyday life and thinking.

I grow tired of the silly mundane actions that we waste our time doing and I find myself desiring more and more to distance myself from such things.